Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
I whined, complained, got all worked up on crazy loads and deadlines and whaddayaknoooow....full results are out and praise to God for I had passed with flying colours. It's at least 1% doa I tell ya. If you don't ask from Him, you will not get as much as you want for He has the final yay or nay. He will give you access to everything that is required to achieve your target - sufficient brain capacity, good teachers, good friends, last-minute *ehem*, red bull, etc etc
So for the new year should I ask for a gazillion tonne of work at the office to complement the load of my school work so I can push myself towards being on the verge of a nervous breakdown and redeem the As at the end of the semester? Okay senyap sekarang dan ini malam sila tido dengan sengih sampai ke telinga. Ngeh.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Out of desperation I bought these. OK apa, fruit cake jugak. King of fruits some more, hah!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Saturday, December 04, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Why not? He's hot.
(Ewah rhyme pulak)
*Adik2 sila jangan ambil teladan jika berumur kurang 29. NYPD please take note.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Monday, November 08, 2010
Sunday, November 07, 2010
But alas you're still your stubborn self and you seek for an orange despite knowing how much it will physically hurt you. There will be a point in time when hospitals may deny you. You don't care for now.
Self mutilation comes in so many forms. Sad but true.
Saturday, November 06, 2010
I liken this analogy to men. They are basically made up of the same chromosomal composition for one or the other. When X crosses with Y, whatever additional 'X-factor' brought into the picture is merely a bonus so it can somewhat bridge them males to us the double Xs. No matter what they look like, what their jobs are, where they are from, how many certification they hold, etcetera etcetera.
Isn't it frustrating when one drinks the Evian or Smart Water ('zero calories', heh) one finds that they taste no different than the 80 sen hypermarket house brand water? So there, ever wonder why we hear the phrase 'Men, they are all the same' so often but the equivalent for women is hardly in existence?
Go on. Shoot me.
Thursday, November 04, 2010
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
I am either being affected by loneliness (ewah) or sebenarnya rindu kehidupan endah di 2nd college zaman muda mudi dulu.
Isk nasik ayam hari selasa tengahari tu memang paling sedap dalam dunia. I rindu makcik2 dewan makan juga :')
Monday, November 01, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Maternal instincts, sometimes I just wanna scream 'screw you' at cha!
Friday, October 22, 2010
Yeah anyway so I'm doing this thing tomorrow. Battling my inner self which only wants to curl up in bed detached from anything exciting. Talk about the demons within.
Fight nadia fight. Haih...
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
*nangis homework terlampau banyak. Esok kena pegi FRS course and any accounting knowledge I have is whatever minimal I gained from school, of which 65% I tak fehem.*
Saturday, October 16, 2010
November December January and she'll be back to calm you down again. With goodies from Boxing Day sale. *winks*
Friday, October 15, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
From today onwards Thursday will be my worry free day.
I'll try body combat again next week and hopefully my underarms aren't the only spots that sweat. Apa lah yang orang kecoh-kecoh sangat ngan body combat tu?
Lari rules. Yeah.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
I HAVE NEVER PREPPED A CUE CARD BOOKLET LIKE THIS BEFORE. HEHEE...
Monday, October 11, 2010
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
An old friend who lent me her time to hear me cry, scream & vent my heart out, dropping everything she was doing knowing I needed her right at that moment.
A concern friend who helped me put things into perspective despite the harsh truth.
Thoughtful new friends who gave me hugs when I least expected them.
The parents' good news.
...and so much more.
Today is better than yesterday, and tomorrow will be better than today.
Sunday, October 03, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
- Seth Godin
Sometimes I wonder if you keep reading because I'm such a drama queen. Sometimes I wonder if my dramas are turning into a soap opera. Perhaps soap opera is good. It always has a huge following.
But as per most daytime tv ratings dwindle over time because even dramatic gets stale.
I need to start auditioning for new roles.
"kalau dok kerja macam ni, kalau ada husband, husband pun lari"
>>> Ewah ewah...ugut gua ka Nizam? I tau I mintak favour dengan you. Kuala Krai pun Kuala Krai la.
Hello kita semua kat sini kan mostly macam gini pehtu berani selamba kodok masuk opis lambat. Okay fine I je perangai buruk macam ni.
Tapi kan, kalau ada husband berlari lagi bagus. Senang I nak bagi arahan pegi collect race pack. Ye Nizam anda pun bleh tumpang sekaki kirim collect race pack kawan-kawan punya pasal I kasi can.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I know, I know, you must be thinking million others are also going through this so I should stop whining. But I'm probably not as young as they all are okay?!
Okay menceceh je banyak. Keja kat depan tu belum siap2 jugak. Dah. Benti ngomel. Sambung homework. *baik cikgu*
Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
NO! Henbeg dulu.
Wait, baju silk.
WAIT, henbeg tatau bila lagi ada duit mau beli.
Baju? Henbeg? Baju? Henbeg? Aaaaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhh!
Friday, September 24, 2010
Dalam hatiku diamnya kamu
Di mana aku dalam diri kamu?
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
The imperfect perfectionist I am. Master Yo-duhhhh.
(Get it? Yo-duhhhh. hehehe I think this is funny okay sendiri buat kelakar sendiri gelak adalah pathetic oh well)
I think I should hold a kenduri to thank my groupmates for putting up with my temper. Kesian them, dealing with a grumpy old spinster is not a walk in the park. What more with one who behaves like the Windows OS.
It's time to move on. It's time to change.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
As always my throws don't fall in the right zone and after four tries you get a free walk. But did you ever realise that a free walk only gets you as far as first base? To return to home base you need other people to give you the leverage. Do you think you can complete the whole inning on your own? There are no other batters after you, you know. Please realise that you're a team of one, and unless you hit the ball way beyond the outfielders and do a home run there is no way you will inch any further. Again, a free walk gets you only so far.
I know that the more I practice, the more I can perfect my pitching. Maybe you should improve your techniques so you swing the bat right, or work on your timing so you hit the ball on target. If all else fails you can just bunt. As long as it works you should try.
In the meantime, I can settle with training sessions without you. At least I have friends who can play catcher. Baling bola kat pagar pun okay. Ada jugak tempat I nak mark target.
How about you? You have a plan yet?
Monday, September 20, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Tough years ahead for the little one for I was always being difficult with her. Ya dia juga spoilt brat mau manggis jam 10, 11 malam pun ayah sanggup keluar pegi main road batu 10 kat gerai2 tepi jalan tu cissss. I mau kaset OAG kena tunggu perut kena belah apendiks baru bleh tuntut okay takde kaitan sekarang dan Radhi OAG itu adalah loser with a capital L.
Safe to say that things have changed for the better and little that I expected back then that tonight she would be the one consoling my tears. Nangis lagi laju tau bila adik kecik kata 'takpe kak ingat je Tuhan tarik satu nanti lagi baik dia bagi kita lepas tu'. 'Kakak selalu stress je kat fb, kakak jgn la buat Nya nanges'. Paling takbleh tahan 'pegila kawin cepat2 duduk dgn abang F duit dia banyak kan, kakak x payah keja bestnye'. Ewah wah wah...bab duit laju je kau excited ye? Cittt. I actually find it cute because despite some maturity gained over the last few years she's still the same little tyke I grew up with - obses mau hidup kaya (sebab tu dia mau jadi dokter gigi pasang gigi emas muehehe).
Okay now I feel like rummaging the photo drawer for pics of you at pre-school age. Kau sebenarnya kiut juga masa kecik, tembam mata bulat dan suka buat muka aksi bila amik gamba. Dasar natural-born camwhore. Oh maybe I was just jealous of you when we were young cos come to think of it, it's probably why I always sulked and all grumpy in pics. Ya hodoh betul I gemok tembam dan muncung.
Dan you adalah Nyanya yang kelakar pelik sejak kecil dan menghiburkan. I lef yu little one. Be done with school quick and fix me some gold bling choppers woooooot!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Adik-adik sila amik pengajaran ye?
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
- My feet are killing me. Another long day in heels tomorrow. Sneakers should be made office staple...sigh.
- Hair needs wash & blow tomorrow morning. So not feeling event-ish at the mo'.
- My eyebags aren't as worthy as the likes of Vuitton.
Monday, September 06, 2010
Sunday, September 05, 2010
Thursday, September 02, 2010
Tough Ramadhan this year. Banyak betul mencabar iman.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
I am proud of my roots but I do know that I also can't afford to live in denial. While going through this photojournal, I thought a lot. I also felt compelled to forward it to my young, naïve classmate who thinks politics (the Malay kind if you know what I mean) makes the world go round.
Girl you should actually be ashamed of your 'fight' and please acknowledge that I pity you and your upbringing. I bet your parents deliberately forgot to teach you that politics mean CAKAP BANYAK, HABUK TARAK, KISS ASS JE LEBIH. I'm not even apologetic with my loathe towards you.
It's Ramadhan and I can't contain my pent-up frustration. That's the only disappointment I have with myself. Other than that, I'll just go strictly business. No more Miss Nice with peeps who don't know how to reciprocate. There are others who better deserve my attention.
Note: This is an exhaustion and lack of sleep entry. Imagine the amount of anger if I have all the energy.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
The best lesson I have ever learnt in my working life. I believe that if one holds on to this principle, one not only works smart but one will also not cause harm to others.
Thank you CSF and the Firm. You have taught me well despite my short stint there :)
Monday, August 09, 2010
Friday, August 06, 2010
When you have decided to teach, do it whole-heartedly. If you can't be bothered to serve beyond class hours don't call yourself a teacher. This clearly shows your email address is published only to comply with bureaucratic rules.
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
Monday, August 02, 2010
Sunday, August 01, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
7 minutes and that's all I need to sign on the dotted line for the content of the brown box above. Good for up to 42km. Yes, full marathons.
My NEW life: Hectic. Crazy. Gosh, classes!
Having these babies within reach: BALANCED.
I just know that this is tough but it will work out. Insyaallah :)
Sunday, July 18, 2010
A few days after the race you still talk about how you did, the route and discuss the shoulds and should-nots so you do better at the next event. And yeah, other people start to stay away from you because nothing else gets talked about except running. Heh, biarkan.
So today they asked 'What are you running for?'. I would say 'everlasting friendship'. Who knew old acquaintances from high school and colleagues could one day (now) become your good friends? Every now and then someone new joins the gang. Passion brought us together. Bliss.
We may not be good enough to win the prize money but this is a far better victory :)
Friday, July 16, 2010
Nanti bila I pun cuti sekolah I pegi lawat you kat India sana nyah. I ajak Kakak KiMoira sekali. Kami boleh belagak diva kaya kat sana nanti kan? Kita makan hotel ye? Heho.
*so sad I can't send her off at the airport*
Friday, July 09, 2010
Sunday, July 04, 2010
Thursday, July 01, 2010
If you're a regular visitor and you happen to be one of my very few ex boyfriends (oh brother...), then you must really miss me. Heh perasan aku.
If you just happen to land here by chance, hello! Welcome! Lotsa silly content for you to kill time with here ;)
If you stumbled upon the site, and you have made repeat visits, SUPER!
If you actually Googled your way around to check me out, then I must be THAT appealing to you. Ooooh autograph?
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Silap beli, I thought I took Greek style. Apparently whoever made this yoghurt had excess of green ink and so they printed all labels in it regardless of product type. Harem. But taste-wise it is oh-so-sedap. And this combo is also higher in protein, lower in sugar compared to regular prepackaged flavoured 'gurt. Unfortunately I don't do much fresh fruit cos it is so leceh. Buy one kilo, eat one, the rest goes to mush. So fruit conserve is the way to go.
Try this. Better than ice cream tak tipu.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Today, in the spirit of running we left the pain at home and ran honest-to-God for fun. Yes we wanted to mark this milestone and share the memory with our great-grandchildren someday (ok gila corny). But since we also look forward to still walking, not limping, 30 years down the road we opted to delay doing the Half to some other time lah.
Okay we kinda jeopardised our morale and claimed some 'items' we probably should not have. Bahahhaaaa....jangan tanya apa. Harusla bawa pulang some keepsake memento bila sudah bayar RM45 dan masuk lari.
I redeemed my conscience by letting go of my banana to a well-deserving 10k participant despite actually looking forward to devouring it in peace later (sebab dia buat muka kesian mintak 'nad u tak mau pisang tu kasi kat I la'). Orang ini tiada dalam gambar atas sebab-sebab merahsiakan identiti. Eceh.
Okay dua orang itu dalam gambar I sangat sayang. U know, I tahan airmata cross finish line pegang tangan sama mereka :')