Monday, October 08, 2007

Today is not happy day. saya bangun lambat. saya pakai baju kurung bodoh je pergi opis. rambut saya macam rumput padang savannah. dekat taman desa jam teruk. sampai MV dah lambat, saya takde masa nak pakai makeup (no, i dont apply makeup at home. it's done either while driving or at the parking bay or kat chermin depan toilet kat ofis saja). i didn't have much work today. in fact, none. i know i should have rejoiced at the fact that i can goyang kaki. tapi saya tak suka. sangat tidak produktif. otak pun jadi lembab. saya tamau jadi separa bimbo hari ini. oh, my sinus area was wrecking havoc. banyak mucus dan saya rasa gatal-gatal satu muka. not good. not good at all.

Lunchtime saya pergi bayar bill telefon yang dah overdue 2 hari. i must control my yakking habit dengan sesiapa sahaja yang saya boleh mengekol. (memang dari kecik say suka bersembang tepon. tak tau la gene mana ni. maybe i have mutated genes. maybe it's the ubat nyamuk that i 'devoured' on when i was still a baby. intoxicated. hoh.). Dah la beratur lama kat maxis tu. selalu macam tu. they should have an auto kiosk where you just key in your phone num and deposit your pay. saves the time to repeat your num to the service person multi-times.

me: three, seven, ....., seven, one
service desk girl: tree, sewen,....., nai?
me: no, ONE!
sdg:nain?
me:ONE, UNO, UNO, UNO!!! (cheh cheh, mentang2 le holiday kat spain itu hari hehehe)

Lepas phone bill episode habis, i 'embarked' on a journey to hunt for kasut raya. for the umpteenth time. sudah sebulan kita berpuasa, tapi pencarian kasut raya saya masih belum selesai. nothing triggers my fancy so far. i want wedges. somehow i think i should get a vertical upgrade this year. i know they're very spring/summer and it's fall now but 'do i look like i care?'. you see, i have narrow feet and most of the time they aren't wedges-friendly. and i want slip-on wedges, not slingbacks. tetapi di marie-claire spanish collection di Bata (ohoh, sungguh ole skool) ada sling-back wedges yg sangat delish in brown leather. i didn't wanna get them at first because of the price. so back to my shoe-hunting cherita. pergi sana, pergi sini semua tak minat. masuk pretty fit. oh, ada jugak la yg saya minat. 'hi, do you have these in size 37?'. 'sorry miss, sudah habis'. masuk lewre, 'size 37 please.' yesss, ada! oh, oh, oh kaki saya sgt hodoh dlm wedges ini. jari jari kaki yang panjang terjuloq keluar kat depan sangatlah hodoh. ooohh, how about this other design? damn comfy, sangat best. and on half price! 37? 'Sorry kak, dah habis. cuba tengok kat metrojaya'. so i walked to the other end of the mall looking for my perfect fit shoes. haha, guess wot? tak ada! saya berasa saya nak beli yang kat marie-claire tu. biar lah slingbacks pun, dia chantek. dan saya akan menjadi tinggi. nyammm. (berperasaan sangat superior drp nazli dan nypd haha)

Haih...saya frust. dah la demam. ok maybe belum demam, a bit 'ekzejeret' there. no shoes. ugghh. and to top it off, i actually also do not have a beg raya. haruskah berjalan 5 minit ke The Gardens dan membeli beg kecil brand *tutttttt yang sgt ridiculous harganya itu? sebenarnya tidak harus but no shoes no purse equals to 'NO RIANG RIA DI HARI RAYA'. camney tok?

Mira has new shoes, new lippie, and a brand spankin' new mini-monogram speedy! all for raya, aggghhhh...jeles yang amat sangat. (babe, saya ini adalah sangat sedih)

Lihatlah dunia, ketidak-adilan yang amat di sini....

p/s: cantik kan kasut ni? siapa yang dok US nak tolong belikan? (hint,hint!)


Thursday, October 04, 2007

anda okeh?

because of my ever-changing moods, i have resorted to changing to 3 diff templates in the last 24 hours. i believe that this one quite suitable matches not just my mood (for tonight), but also my age which is, *beep! <-alah kalau tgk kat profile ada je umur kat situ heheh

anda suka ini template? very serene kan? compared to my old template lah which was very broody and 'mandom'...

announcement:
in approx 8 days, 'mira nadia binti mohd shawal' will be born. congratulations to fied and wale for the upcoming latest addition to the family. kalau nama ni korang amik aku dgn mira bagi duit raya lebih, ngehngehngeh...(saya adalah sangat hepi sebab nak dapat god daughter yeay!)

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Monday, September 24, 2007

of surrendering


i heart
good food

i heart
good food
with good companion

i heart
good food
with a good companion
who has always been there
through
heartache, pain, misery...

i heart
the good times
the laughter
the love
the passion
the security i could feel in his arms

i heart
the bond shared all through the years
through difficult times
and through the times
i was being very difficult

i heart
(____________)
but i took my heart
and turned the other way

now succumbing to my own defeat
for i'm longing for
the good food
the good companion
the good times
laughter
love
passion
...the heart

Monday, September 17, 2007

Anuar my Love 2

Sudah beli. Anuar is MINE MINE MINE!!!!!!!
 
*case of a fanatic. heheh.

Anuar my Love

It's 3 minutes till break time.
Translation: 3 minutes to dashing off the door to get Anuar's latest album
 
I. Heart. Anuar Zain.
 
Ngeeeeee........

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

*sigh

Maafkan daku

Kekasih hati cinta kita berakhir

Maafkan daku

Kerna ku memungkirinya

 

Maafkan daku

Kekasih hati cinta jadi begini

Maafkan daku

Ku mungkir bahagia

 

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Funky blu cheese

It's difficult to decipher what one really wants when one knows that
one is neither here nor there. But aren't we supposed to put on our
running shoes n go thru the maze again, in search of 'new cheese'? I
miss my goat's cheese but im not exactly running to get bits of what's
left. Maybe if i have some nice saltines to go with it there would be
motivation.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

the ring that binds

is there still hope? if it really binds, that it's meant to be. perhaps.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Guards up

Dont u just hate it when people think that u're meek and weak and
incapable of war? Start messing with the feisty one and sorry is a
non-valid thing of the past. Dont mess around tiger, this is no
sleeping satellite.