Now how do we change the fugly desktop

Sesi jakun sudah bermula. Welcome to the family Macky ;D

WANTED: Cute bums Chubby cheeks

My mind has gone all twisted again and I so want one of these now. Don't know why but I kinda sorta feel that I look like his real mommy in this pic. Oh Rizky if you really are my baby I need not go to gym and lift weights no more...

Maternal instincts, sometimes I just wanna scream 'screw you' at cha!

GBFF, half the time I don't care if they gossip & sorry they seek answers from you

Ever feel like you're trying hard to force yourself to do something that you have no interest in but one that everyone says is 'good for you'? (No, it's not tomorrow's accounting test. That's given. I enrolled myself in school by choice.) Just over a year ago I wouldn't have thought twice about doing what I'm committing myself to do for tomorrow and you know I have been more adventurous in the past if you have been a busybody (about the mundane and silly things I do) for a while. No need to ask around why I am so complicated. I like things to go my way or at least result in the way I expect them to. At this age it is exhausting to have to deal with changes and surprises. They say it's like getting on a bike, you never forget how to cycle. Sure, but you also never forget the times you fell off the bike and tumbled down the hill and scraped your knees till the insides showed. Yeah, I can never forget the bleeding raw flesh to this day. What if this time around it's the same? If hurt and pain can be avoided why go that way?

Yeah anyway so I'm doing this thing tomorrow. Battling my inner self which only wants to curl up in bed detached from anything exciting. Talk about the demons within.

Fight nadia fight. Haih...

Self-induced Distraction. 100 pages odd to go till Saturday.

My feature wall. I hope Eric Leong approves teheheeee...

Yeah I haven't really whined much

"RM0. Dear valued customer, your BlackBerry service is now back to normal. Thank you for your patience."

Ummmm...thank you?

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Yeah insanity suddenly diluted by 50% via conference BBM with the home screen image ladies!!!!

*nangis homework terlampau banyak. Esok kena pegi FRS course and any accounting knowledge I have is whatever minimal I gained from school, of which 65% I tak fehem.*

I have to stop talking to myself like this

So long as there's distraction. Next Saturday. No excuses. You never know when you may be ready so just go for it. It's okay, Dane is there. Dane has always been there.

November December January and she'll be back to calm you down again. With goodies from Boxing Day sale. *winks*

Ditujukan khas buat Sara VH

Yeah babe, I ber-bimbo di Bimba & Lola hari ini.

Wheeeeeeeee! *cartwheels*

It's lunch time!!!

Do I really, REALLY have to set a calendar reminder for myself? Bahahahahhahahaaaaaa......

New handbag here I come ladidadida :D

Eat your own words if you can't move your shoulders tomorrow Nadia!

From today onwards Thursday will be my official gym day.

From today onwards Thursday will be my worry free day.

I'll try body combat again next week and hopefully my underarms aren't the only spots that sweat. Apa lah yang orang kecoh-kecoh sangat ngan body combat tu?

Lari rules. Yeah.

School is sexy

It could be the lack of sleep, lack of good nutrition or excess of sugar (think red bull, popcorn, butterscotch bread, oreos, bahulu, mcdonald's pancakes) that makes me all giddy and looking forward to today's presentation.

I HAVE NEVER PREPPED A CUE CARD BOOKLET LIKE THIS BEFORE. HEHEE...

Don't assume that this is all about school

Go to sleep and worry about what comes next later. It will be like this for quite a bit anyhow (a lot of bits and pieces scattered everywhere even). Only those in the same boat empathise with you. Hold back that grudge, difficult as it may be, because rewards come in many forms.

Patience.

Today I'm thankful for:

Distraction overload.

An old friend who lent me her time to hear me cry, scream & vent my heart out, dropping everything she was doing knowing I needed her right at that moment.

A concern friend who helped me put things into perspective despite the harsh truth.

Thoughtful new friends who gave me hugs when I least expected them.

The parents' good news.

...and so much more.

Today is better than yesterday, and tomorrow will be better than today.

...

Conscience. Empathy.

Two things we should not expect everyone to have, even amongst those closest to us.

...

Berubahlah. Hidup kita tak selama mana. Jangan sampai saat akhir maaf atau sesal itu mula dipinta.

Tak bosankah hidup berulang-ulang buat yang sama? Yang salah.